Saturday, September 14, 2013

Budday ka budday :D

A tiny bundle, full of joy
In my arms, a little toy
The smile so sweet
The chin so long
Eyes that twinkle
Your laughter a song
As we grew together
In fights and play
Over the years
I never really did say,
How much you are to me
And so much more
My tiny baby brother
All crazy and mature
A friend like no other
The best for sure
Today, as you turn twenty-two
I pray to the heavens
That all your dreams come true
All that you wish for
Is yours to take
Happy and successful
The life you make
Wish you all the best
May you forever be blest
With loads of love, hugs and kisses
Here are my birthday wishes
Wish you a very Happy Twenty-two
And a fifty five zillion more too!

Thursday, September 5, 2013

TerriblyTinyTales #2

She knelt down, wiped my streaming tears, made me sit at her desk and opened my tiffin box for me. My first day at nursery.


Sunday, August 25, 2013

TerriblyTinyTales #1

A tiny little hand grasped mine and I needed neither my walking stick nor my glasses, the world seemed safer and more beautiful this way 




Saturday, August 24, 2013

By My Window Pane

I sit by the window, and look at the rustling leaves, the swaying trees. The wind blows as if with a purpose, a purpose to stir up all that sleeps, all that lays dormant, all that lays forgotten. I look out and think how different it all seems, how strange it all feels as compared to the mundane, purposeless rush of traffic every day. When the few trees look bored, look dead, just standing as the slow traffic trudges by. Strange it is, how the rush of people looks so lifeless on some days and how a lone walker, fighting against the headstrong wind, clutching at his jacket moves forward with all his might, how alive he looks, how alive the wind is. As I think of this, I think of dreams, of feelings that are most alive in utmost calm, in utmost silence… in times like today. Like, when I read, when I walk alone sometimes… when I look out of my car window… when I am just about to fall asleep in his arms…  and suddenly a piece of paper flies in… brown and worn.. I catch it as it flies in through my window. Slightly crumpled, slightly torn yet preserving the story it tells. No name… just a poem.. a night… a lifetime…

The wind calms down, having fulfilled it’s purpose, awakening hope in me that their story is true, awakening joy at knowing their secret and awakening a desire to share it with the world…


A cup of coffee, warm and strong            
A warm pullover, tad too long                    
Rain drenched moonlight                             
Droplets on my window pane                    
A half-read book, by my side                      
The road lays bare, empty and wide        
Lost in memories, a dream in sight   
Our hands entwined, walking in the rain 

I hum that song 
As we walk along
In that magical night                                        
Blessed by the stars, the moon, the rain           
I look up at you, my prince by my side                    
A smile, a blush, eyes twinkling with pride            
You turn and hold me, close and tight                     
A memory, a dream, the truth: simple and plain 

Then we said so long
But we couldn't have been more wrong
For, in that magical night
My heart felt a piercing pain
Even though I tried
My love for you I couldn’t hide
And I knew it was right
My love, my dream, blessed by the rain

With me you walk, proud and strong,
A life lived together, happy and long
Hands still held, eyes twinkling bright
I hum a song, of love that didn't wane
I still look up and swell with pride
I’m old and wrinkly; still you’re by my side
I remember that dream, that magical night
When I dreamt of this, by my window pane 
-         Anonymous


Friday, June 28, 2013

हिन्दी लिखनी याद है भी या नही ?


ट्रेनिंग में बैठे बैठे..

सोच रही हूँ..

हिन्दी लिखनी याद है भी या नही ?

अ‍ॅफीस में फलाना डिंका सीख के क्या करना

जब सिर्फ़ अंग्रेज़ी में है Google पर जाके भरना ?

इतने सालो में जो सिखाया,

समझाया, रटाया..

पता नही कब कैसे भूल गई

डर लगता है सोच के..

क्या हर पुरानी चीज मिट जाती है

जब होती है कुछ बात नई?

  मम्मी की मार, टीचर की डांट..

"ढंग से लिख.."

"इतना नहीं काट.."

"स्पेलिंग ग़लत है, लिखाई खराब.."

बस यही रह गया..

बाकी सब बचपन का ख्वाब..

आज अगर मम्मी यह देखेंगी..

हँसेंगी.. शायद नाराज होंगी..

पर बात बदल गई है,

 मम्मी को लिखाई-स्पेलिंग की चिंता नही

जिसकी है... वह भी मेरे बस की नहीं |

बड़ी हो गई; पर मैं नही बदली

जो चीज जब करनी है नही करती;

परेशान होके ... रोके...

किसी तरह.. हो जाती है ठीक

डर है मम्मी समझेंगी या नही

स्पेलिंग, लिखाई वही रह गई

यह बात भी यूही रहेगी

शायद गलत, शायद सही |

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Today and Tomorrow

Fast forwarding the time
To one without any tether
I see them both
Happy and together

Laughing and playing
Walking hand in hand
A life stretched out before them
Forever that spans

A life that they dreamt
A life that they wished
All theirs to share
All theirs to cherish

Free from the mind
Which binds, destroys
Amongst kin and kind
Blessed with joy

They learn and grow
With time on their side
Every moment a gift that
They were denied

Forever and beyond
With joy and sorrow
Together they walk
Today and tomorrow

Saturday, April 20, 2013

What if or Why not ?


They ask,

“How can you be happy about something knowing that it is not yours to keep?

You know things will not last, you know things will end. Why would you want to experience that? Eventually you would miss it, you might regret it. What good will it do to you to attach yourself to something knowing it will be taken away from you? Why choose to feel its absence by accepting its presence? Why not avoid momentary happiness and ensure safety from eventual misery? Don’t say you won’t be sad, you might. Why take that chance?”


I ask,
  
“Should I not enjoy weekends because Monday would eventually come? Should I not take a holiday in some beautiful place because it cannot be my home? Should I not eat that chocolate knowing it will cease to exist the moment I do so? What good would it do to me if I avoid knowing every moment of happiness, goodness that life has to offer me knowing it might not be forever?

With the definite knowledge of Death, do I embrace life or avoid it?

I know it will end. So, should I not live? Should I simply exist till I do not? Should I not enjoy the momentary happiness that life provides me before my life and I go our separate ways, wherever that would be?

Neither the good things last nor the bad ones. We usually, voluntarily do not choose the bad, and mostly we need to put efforts to choose the good, shouldn’t we make full use of every chance that we get to experience it all? Shouldn’t we go that extra mile to make every instant of whatever we have worthwhile? Nothing lasts forever, but then, what would be the point if none of it was worth lasting?

Given a choice, I would prefer asking ‘Why not?’ instead of ‘What if?’ ”